It’s a hard thing to be the person people depend on. Being that one that is reliable, the one who knows things, the one who can do everything.
It’s even harder when that stops. When you’ve been, done and managed everything for everyone and suddenly you’re tossed aside like yesterday’s bread? It’s tough it’s tough on the psychi, it’s hard on the ego. Going from centre stage to the nose bleed section really beats on you. I thought I would have an easier time adjusting but apparently that’s not the case. Apparently my ego’s feeling a little bruised. It’s a lesson hard-learned. But a lesson none-the-less.