Broken girl

How much do people change?  How about yourself?  Have you changed?

I like to believe that I’ve changed.  Grown as a person…become a better person.  I think it’s a crock of shit.

I am no better than I used to be.  I may be more self aware, more willing to voice the things that are flawed within me but at the end of the day I am still the same girl, willing to do the same things…regardless of who it may hurt.

I don’t want to be that girl anymore.   I don’t want to be a broken girl anymore.

At least these latest events have helped me to come to that realization. 

I want to be a better person.  I want to be dedicated and true.  I want to be straightforward and honest.

I am tired of secrets.

It is time to say good-bye to my darker side.  Lay her to rest.  She’s served her purpose and no longer has a role in this life. 

To the one who drove me here…thank you and I’m sorry.

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