How much do people change? How about yourself? Have you changed?
I like to believe that I’ve changed. Grown as a person…become a better person. I think it’s a crock of shit.
I am no better than I used to be. I may be more self aware, more willing to voice the things that are flawed within me but at the end of the day I am still the same girl, willing to do the same things…regardless of who it may hurt.
I don’t want to be that girl anymore. I don’t want to be a broken girl anymore.
At least these latest events have helped me to come to that realization.
I want to be a better person. I want to be dedicated and true. I want to be straightforward and honest.
I am tired of secrets.
It is time to say good-bye to my darker side. Lay her to rest. She’s served her purpose and no longer has a role in this life.